Chapter 35

El Amal

Then it happens.

A surge, hot and wild, ripples up my spine. My belly — the curve that has grown over four months — begins to glow. Not faint, not gentle, but intense: a gold, radiant pulse that lights the cramped cabin from within. The world flares yellow-white, power spilling through cotton and skin, painting the guns and faces in something older than terror or greed.

The pirates freeze — first one, then a chorus, murmuring in shock, their bravado peeled away like bark. “Djinn,” one rasps. “Sorcière!” hisses another. Crosses are sketched in the air, curses flung in panic. Even the bravest step back, their fear tripping over disbelief.

Karim glances over his shoulder — jaw slack, eyes wide, just as awed and bewildered as the rest. My hands cradle my glowing belly, heart racing, breath shallow. This time, I am not afraid.

One by one the pirates edge away — something holy, something monstrous, has laughed at their fire. Their leader spits, makes the sign to ward off evil, and the band dissolves into shouts on the storm-whipped deck.

Slowly, the light fades. Only the pulse inside me, steady and resolute, lingers. Karim drops his gun. I crawl from my hiding place on shaking limbs. The ship rocks, but I am still brimming with a power I do not understand — safe, for now, because I carry something the world isn’t ready to challenge.

We listen together as the pirates’ panic fades into the night, the story of the woman with the golden light already crackling through the dark currents of the Atlantic.

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After the glowing fades, the ship hums with a charged, uneasy silence. The captain and the crew — Sidi at their head — come to us as dawn strains grey and gold over the waves. Their faces are carved with awe, fear, and gratitude, all tangled together.

Sidi wrings his cap in his hands before meeting my eyes. “You saved us, sister. The pirates will spread word — no curse, no man will try this boat for a long time. But…” His jaw works, unable to soften what comes next.

In the cramped mess hall the crew huddles, voices low and urgent. Thanks, blessings, but also a prayer for distance — too much miracle weighs heavily on a working vessel. Relief is one thing; the fear of what else my presence might bring is another.

“I am sorry, Elena,” Sidi says, eyes full of sorrow and respect. “The men… they ask that you leave before Dakar port. They are grateful, but superstition is firm here. They won’t risk more.”

I nod, understanding — hurt but not angry. Karim shrugs, already making a plan.

Near noon they anchor off Kayar, a fishing village painted in bright blues and sun-bitten whites. A pirogue — narrow and salt-scarred — draws up alongside the hull. Sidi presses dried bread and a canteen into my hands, touches my shoulder. “Good luck, Elena. May your road be safe.” Even the deckhands cross themselves as we pass, muttering prayers I wish I could understand.

We climb down into the waiting boat, the ship a shadow behind us, stories already growing in our wake. As we glide toward shore, Senegal’s sand coming closer, I hold Karim’s hand tight. The world is wider, stranger — but still, for now, ours to cross.

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The pirogue jolts onto wet sand and the smell of Kayar hits me all at once — salt, fish scales, diesel, the sharp green edge of seaweed left by the tide. Painted canoes on the shore, headscarves snapping in the breeze, tangled nets and children barefoot in the surf.

We are exhausted, salt-stained, still vibrating from fear and relief. My shirt clings damp to my back, Karim’s curls are wild with brine, our bellies hollow from hours lived on adrenaline and little else.

By dusk, Karim has bartered us passage to Le Campement Calao Du Lac Rose — a pocket of calm near the shimmering pink waters, glamping tents beneath acacias, the air faintly of earth and promise. Our host reads the hunger in our silence and leaves us be.

Everything in my body craves renewal. I strip down and move straight for the shower — a real one, not a salty bucket or broken faucet. Cool water rushes over me, sluicing away layers of sweat and grit, unknotting my muscles, rinsing the anxiety from my scalp to my toes. I let myself enjoy it. Just pure sensation, nothing haunted or hurried.

I step out, water still streaming, hair hanging heavy and wild over my shoulders, and walk into the centre of the tent — naked, unguarded, clean. It feels more honest than any words I could say.

Karim stands frozen in the middle of the room, wide-eyed, caught between awe and something softer — a man suddenly ancient and utterly young all at once. He doesn’t turn away or reach for me. Just looks.

“I do not know how a goddess is supposed to look,” he says quietly, reverence threading his accent. “But I am sure she would look like you.”

A flush of warmth moves through me — something different from magic or fear, something purely human and free.

I wrap a towel around myself, not out of shame but to anchor the moment, and meet his gaze head-on. He swallows.

“Elena, I want to hold you. To make love to you.” His voice is low, rough with longing. “But I can’t. Not because you’re pregnant — though that, too, is sacred — but because when I let myself, I lose all focus. I have to protect you. I have to protect us.”

The air thickens between us, equal parts hunger, care, and restraint.

“I wish that, too,” I say. “But I will not ask you. Your loyalty, your presence — that’s more than enough. I won’t be the reason you lose your way.”

A silence drapes over the space, vast yet gentle. Outside, the sounds of Lac Rose filter through the canvas — distant laughter, the ripple of wind in the palms.

It’s Karim who crosses the distance, finally — not with touch, but with presence. He steps close enough that I can feel the heat of him. He brushes a damp strand of hair from my cheek and looks into me, not through me.

“We will have our time,” he promises, voice barely above a whisper. “Just — let me be your guardian, for now. Not your undoing.”

“My undoing?” I raise an eyebrow. “Need I remind you that my belly just routed a band of armed pirates?”

We laugh, and it is enough. Comfort, longing, and a fragile, unbreakable trust. For tonight it is enough simply to be seen — to know the possibility, and to savour the story as it unfolds, one careful choice at a time.

Beyond the canvas, the pink lake glows in the last of the light.

I.Ph.