Dear D

Today I am reminiscing about how words start living a life of their own. Take accident, Latin and Greek roots both agree on the meaning but then the medieval French butt in and makes the expression accidents happen a silly thing to say. I mean… happenings happen? So just guessing that retired and experienced military get annoyed when they hear the AU generation use the term clusterfuck.

Clusterfuck comes from an operation gone wrong because the major or Lt Colonel hasn’t done his or her job right. The point is they wear a gold or silver oak leaf insignia called a cluster, hence the expression clusterfuck. Wonder how the Chinese address their experiment gone wrong, TARFU? Totally and royally fucked up, it is indeed going to search for viruses without the proper suit because it didn’t fit through the entrance of the cave!…

Pondering about all this brings me to the effect of screwed up happenings, so if you dear D would not be helped into the other dimension by a mosquito, probable a flea family would have done the trick. What’s in a putative relationship right? So now to the present, our pandemic of fashion has killed almost 3 million people and infected 137 million, taking into account the actual world population with yours in the thirteenth century and victims being 25 million…percentage-wise we are suffering from a major hick-up.

That said without meaning to offend the affected reading this, in the other dimension or this one for that matter. Losing your life or a beloved one is no matter the circumstance always a changing event for all parties. That being a colossal understatement, I wonder if anyone paid attention to the evening of the birth of the Chinese digital Yuan…Back in the eighties, everybody was shit scared of the Russian development. Lovely Mijael Gorbachov was popped out of his office by bully Boris and we all were clustered around the tv set.

Todays attention is spread too wide and wildly for noticing these major happenings or giving it a second thought. The fundamental difference is structure and input. Everywhere, except in the Chinese government, therefore they can handle and steer the vast amount of citizens. So reckon it is just a matter of time our bitcoin will be strongarmed by the Chinese antagonist. Furthermore, I would like to add the two-faced taxpayers about the grandiose bear whisperer Peter Pan Putin. Where it comes to closed businesses everybody sweares, sighs and wallows in their misfortune created by their government. Putin with his behemoth wisdom and nature opened and revived society after two months of lockdown.

Lockdown did more damage than the survival of the fittest I reckon…FOMO it was not, that is a more actual given dilemma of today. The fear of missing out makes people consider commuting again, no matter the experience or devastating effect of the former habits. So dear D as you can see all is SUSFU which means as much as, situation unchanged still fucked up. I would like to add ATLHEA or rather GYHOYA.

May harmony find you,

Irena Phaedra